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A House Where No One's Home

by Alex Beckman

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1.
Find yourself at the end of your wit Find yourself digging a ditch where you can lay Find yourself in the gutter Find yourself somewhere new every day Because a person is like a bath And baths have to be drained Find yourself in the world Find yourself without a girl you can love Find yourself feeling all alone Find yourself in a house where no one’s home Because a person is like a bath and baths need to be drained Because a person is like a thought and thoughts got to be explained Because a person ain't a person until they felt love and shame Because a person is just a bath that's gotta to be drained
2.
I am incomplete I am not enough I am kissing your feet I am not pure enough I am wearing a dress I took off all of my clothes I caressed your head Funny how the time slows When you're gone When you're gone I need an hour to last a minute When you're gone I am over-joyed I am not satisfied I crave the thing That imitates your supply I am not enough My hands and arms are too weak I am over-joyed I am not satisfied When you're gone When you're gone I need an hour to last a minute When you're gone
3.
All your heroes will let you down Tomorrow will be the same as today Yesterday will be the same as tomorrow is today Nothings ever going to change Nothings ever going to change Oh the light will stay dark The sound will stay soft And everyone around will never want to talk They never want to talk All your heroes will let you down
4.
As I’m sitting upon this rock I’m thinking about all that I’ve got And it makes me so sad when I Fell empty and wasted inside I’ve been giving too many things I can’t keep living clean A wise man would tell you that possession don’t mean much But when you have everything what is your crutch I have no reason to feel dead inside But when I look around I cannot find the light I’ve been giving too many things I can’t keep living clean Approach my table and I’ll tell my tale Lend me your attention and I will spill I will not speak first or ignite contact But if you approach me I’ll open like a bag I have no reason to be dead inside When I search there is no light
5.
I love you Colin Written By John Darnielle: It's heaven up here But it's heaven down there! And you're gonna leave me Now I don't care It's heaven outside But it's heaven indoors Well, go on and leave me I don't care any more I hear the airplane coming! I hear the airplane coming! I hear the airplane coming, now It can't touch me I see you going up the little stair Go on and board the plane I don't care, I I see you hold his hand I see you wave goodbye I don't know you anymore So I'm not going to cry, now I see the airplane coming! I feel the airplane coming! I hear the airplane coming, now It can't touch me
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Cautiously 01:35
I feel like I’m dead I feel like I can’t breathe inside I feel like I’m raw I feel like I’m feathered and I’m tarred I feel I’m depressed I feel like I'm wrapped in a wedding dress I feel that I’m gay I feel that the thoughts, they won’t go away I feel like I’m like you I feel I’m too easily amused I fear you're like me Romanticizing death cautiously To comfort me
7.
Afterglow 03:08
I am not comfortable in my own skin But you already knew that Never needed a lot of friends But you already knew that I’m trying to live as pure as I can But you already knew that I don’t like money or possessions And I don’t want to deal with your problems I know I sound like a dickhead But you already knew that I’m trying to live as pure as I can But you already knew that The silent hiss of the radio My self hate don’t plateau I’ll be here long after you go There’s no pleasure in an after glow I don't think you knew that
8.
I’m alright Don’t worry I know you might But don’t worry Comfort in a room Dark as the sea Hold my calls And fade with me I want out Hold me to the flames Burn off my hair It’s falling out anyway I could care less where my body goes when I die Study me in the lab or leave me out to dry Cut the chord And listen to me sing When I hide behind doors My music is offering

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Recorded in February of 2018.
Physical tape comes with b side copy of "Thank You For That Beautiful Moon" - Jan 31, 2018

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released October 25, 2018

Thanks to Jake and Reid for playing on Cautiously.
All songs written and recorded by Alex Beckman except Going to Spain which was written by John Darnielle.
If Tommy never showed me Daniel Johnston, none of these songs would ever have been written. Thank you Tommy.
Photo by Annie Booth.

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